If you have found this woman.

I am writing to the men today. Men! If you have found a woman that possesses the qualities I am going to write about below, please stop acting like a boy and start being a man for this woman. I am not saying that a woman who possesses these qualities will be a perfect woman, as…

Are you going to jump off the train?

What do you think would happen if today we made a conscious decision to take control of our lives and decided to start over?  What if, instead of living in our past mistakes, we simply said today, I am starting over. Today I start doing things differently, I won’t make the same mistakes twice, I will learn from…

Because of you, I believe that love does exist.

Yesterday was a huge day for me, and to be honest, I thought I was ready to write about it. As I started writing though, the words wouldn’t come to me. As I sat and stared at the empty blog post waiting to be filled with words, I gave up. I realized that I’m not…

Forgiveness 

Today, I’ve decided to forgive you. Not because you apologized, or because you acknowledged the pain that you caused me, but because my soul deserves peace.  Please don’t take my forgiveness as a sign of weakness. As forgiving you takes more strength than you could imagine. Please don’t take my forgiveness as me not wanting justice…

So I did a thing!

Let me tell you all how happy I am. I finally got my three year old to sleep a full night in HIS bed. This has been a struggle because every. single. night. he gets scared then crawls into his brother’s bed or my bed. Poor child is just like his momma was at that age…

It is My Time

I never thought I would be as excited as I am now to not be tied down in a relationship. For as long as I can remember, I have been tied down to a man. It is an amazing feeling to just be free for once. I have realized that now I can take advantage of this time…

Angel Baby

It is still surreal to me that today is the day that the doctors said you would have been born. Now, I am not sure if you would have been impatient like your oldest brother and come early, exactly on time like your older brother and come on your due date, or if you would…

I will be okay 

I don’t hate you. But I am disappointed in you. I’m disappointed in all the empty promises you made me. I’m disappointed at how easy it was for you to give up. I’m disappointed in your lack of fight. I’m disappointed at how easily you said you hate me. I’m disappointed that you couldn’t respect…

AlexOshai

This is an ugly and scary path, and trust me I understand that some may look at this path and say “Nope, Not today” but for me, today is the day for me to start that walk.